T.O.A.B.

Most of my life this last year has been NURSING. I've got my boob hanging out and a little guy strapped to me. With all that time doing nothing...because I can't distract him at all with phone calls, TV, books, talking, or singing, or looking at him. Don't even think about doing it in a room with stuff to look at or a place with people. I've had some time to think. So I"m going to implement my T.O.A.B. Thoughts On A Boob. My random things I think about as I'm "out there" so to speak.

So with out further ado. And don't worry mom I'm not going to post a picture of my boob. But I am nursing in this photo. On the go. That's high speed. That's at the PCC (Polynesian Culture Center).

Why is it that if you don't drink enough water your milk production goes down and if you drink too much water it goes down too? How can you tell what food you eat your kid gets fussy? I can't remember what I ate and exactly what it is that he didn't like. Or if he's just fussy 'cuz he's sitting on a pile of poo. And what's the deal with the chocolate thing. I eat it. He's got to deal. I couldn't go with out that for a year. I don't drink coffee or smoke or caffeine. I get the chocolate.

I haven't been gone just sitting alone in a room on a chair with my boob hanging out. WELLLLL not alone alone but still alone. I do have to say that my dear sweet husband/Santa got me a iPhone for Christmas. Now first thing is I'm upset 'cuz I had a lot of things I would have loved to have gotten him with the cash he used for that but .... I guess if you make the money you get to splurge on whomever you'd like whenever you'd like to. I just know that I could never have done some thing like that. Money wise. But it has come in VERY handy. The iPod part of it and loud speakers on it soothed (semi) our little one to sleep at Nana's. The navigation part has saved me in town. The phone book helped get dinner. The email web part is nice to have something to do while nursing. Okay so I think that it's good.

Smart man bought the warranty and a case for me just 'cuz he knows me. I'm the one that drops phones in the toilets. Ta he he he.

Oh and it has movies it'll play and games and a stock market check and weather check for whatever and where ever I choose.

Next thought. What is it about these faces that make me love them so much. Is it the checks? yeah they're great. Round, plump, cute, start that the eyes. Those eye lashes are long and Brenner's eyes are such dark chocolate drops that you loose yourself in them. Beckett's are so perfectly round and bright. No I know what it is. It's that they look just like their daddy. After all.... I do love the man and enjoy a good stare from across the room or down the pew at church. But my favorite is catching a wink from him.

Side note. What 6 year old's face isn't perfect without a magical dragon on it? Seriously. It's a needed item. Psst. Too bad Brian opted for the butterfly that day? j/k.